update on things!

• spanish update: maybe in a world where i don't have adhd, i could learn a language i'm not really interested in, but wow i can not learn spanish. spanish is exactly like english except lamps are girls for some reason. i'm so bored, i can't do it. i'm sorry spanish, you are just not what i need right now

• japanese update: i fuckin love japanese grammar!! this language is so cool and different to english. feed it to me like grapes

• food update: this is going bad. i can eat like, one big meal and two small meals per day. eating is the hardest task to push through when i'm depressed. i don't understand how anyone can view eating as anything other than a chore. i want soylent, except it's an IV so i don't even have to drink anything.

• strength update: not eating enough calories to get stronger. getting more flexible, though

can i touch my toes yet?

sorta!!!!!! if i'm wearing shoes!!!